Dear Diary|| Getting Personal… (CHRISTMAS DAY)…
Merry Christmas babes… (forgive me now for a little bit of doom and gloom)...
CHRISTMAS to me is all about family time and unfortunately this year for my family not only did we all get struck by flu but it’s also going to be my Nan’s last, she’s terminally ill with cancer and it has been very stressful for all of us, it can be very hard to see someone you love so much in pain.
I don’t usually share my personal life too much on my blog but in between all these fancy, amazing things I get up to with my job I travel to Norfolk once a week to care for my Nan and just go to make her smile, she’s my true inspiration. I was super happy my cover for WEDDING IDEAS came out last week in time for her to see it, she always said she wanted to see my wedding one day so at least she got to see me in a dress.
I think with social media, INSTAGRAM especially, there is a perception that everyone’s lives are perfect but no one really knows whats going on underneath that PERFECT, EDITED image that we post. There have been times recently when I have been on shoots and just wanted to break down but my job is about looking good and creating the perfect image so dealing with slowly, losing my nan has been hard for me to deal with but I am super lucky to have good friends and family to help me through.
I am super excited to get back to work in a few days time, I don’t like to sound cliche but when you love your job it never feels like work. Just last week I confirmed a contract with a reputable MAKE-UP brand which I can’t reveal just yet but I can’t wait to tell you who it is, along with my FAIRFAX & FAVOR collection going LIVE in April so there is lots to come for 2018 for the ‘FASHIONDIARIES’
From next month I am going to be travelling round the globe monthly to create more content for here on the blog and the GRAM along with my VLOGS which will be going LIVE every sunday on my channel. I am also going to be searching for an assistant to help me for next year…trying to juggle modelling, travelling, vlogging and doing all my own admin can get a little overwhelming so I as much as I hate to admit it I need some help… If you are interested or know anyone please email me email@example.com, thanks babes!!
Sorry for a little doom and gloom…I’m not sure if you all agree but sometimes it helps to share things. I hope you all had an amazing day and I can’t wait to share what’s to come soon!